the day before...

So its the day before the darling sister's wedding, and its weird, it doesn't feel like my sister's getting married in the morning, we should be excited and stuff spending time together, but we're not, I've not seen her since she dropped off the flowers, still have hardly any details about the damn thing, so yeah don't think tomorrow will go too well, but on the upside bloggers this is the penultimate wedding post! I'll do one on Sunday with everyone fancied up and that's it! 




oooh I bought make up!! For those who don't know ELF (or eyes, lips, face) it is an online company who sell make up relatively cheaply, I ordered a few wee things in the hopes that I'd receive it for tomorrow but I've not even had my dispatch text yet so I don't think I'll get it in time, but a few of my Elitist Goldfishy friends have assured me that their delivery times are usually really good but my timing sucks as they've just done a massive sale and they're just a little backed up at the moment. I've literally JUST had an email apologising for the delay and saying that I should expect my stuff by the 11th of this month. Which I'm quite happy with they've been really good all the way through so a few more days wont make much difference. 




I applied for an amazing job, the first one I've really got exciting about since leaving my work experience at Kinnies. Its another bridal job, but this on is 'high-end' which scares the crap out of me but its an amazing job, its permanent, its relatively well paid, and its something I love doing, I hope I at least get an interview for it. It closed today I'll be gutted if I just got ignored! I have experience which is a plus, but I don't know if I'm 'high-end' enough lol. 


ok so I think I've rambled long enough, so i'm going to love you and leave your bloggers!


xx

Happy Mondays :)

Today was a good day! Feeling a lot better today than i have for the past few days. Seen Stephen for a bit and had a cuddle, and some time to ourselves (no sexitimes though! boo!) lol, so that made me feel better!

And tonight I was introduced to the awesomeness that is Dominoes Pizza! It was sooo good lol. Stephen went home a bit earlier tonight as he's shattered and i'm just having a quiet night in.

Hope all is well with blog-land!

hmmph

I've been feeling very down today, and its making the day drag a lot. It feels like it's lasted about a week! I dont know whats wrong with me just now I want to be there and help Stephen with everything that's happening with his dad, but there's not a lot I can do and his mum is making it difficult for us in general. He's not coming over tonight which upset me a lot more than it probably should have. At the moment I'm just feeling a bit distant from him, we don't get any time to ourselves these days and he's so busy at the moment and is absolutely knackered from all the running around and stuff, I need to feel close to him but I'm not going to get time with him till Friday and even then his mum is making it difficult for him to stay with me even though its my sister's wedding the next day!

Speaking of which my sister arrived and made a grand entrance this afternoon to drop off our flowers, everyone's flowers are purple, mine are white...she really doesn't like me :S, She even dropped button-hole flowers for Stephen when he's not allowed to be in the wedding photos cos we're not engaged (what sort of sense does that make? He's been in the family longer than her Fiancee!)

My flowers are like that without the greenery with a one of those snap-bands? The ones you had at schools you hit them on your wrist and it curls round?

one of them!! ^^ lol.

Despite the huge falling out and everything i'm actually really looking forward to spend a day with the family with  everyone all fancied up, it should be good providing everyone behaves themselves!!

I played around with my blog today trying to get it to look a bit prettier with help from Miss Gemma Wright!! (Thank you lovely!!) Its not how I want it yet but it'll do for now :) Let me know what you all think!!

Anyways I realise this post hasn't been too cheerful so have a lolcat to counteract the glum!

Update of a different kind!..Edited!

ok so giving up on the weight loss-y blog as theres no weight losing happening lol going to keep the wee blog on though, must admit i did forget about this for a few months, I do it with flickr too, but i always go back :) 


Loads has happened since i've last posted so i'll try and include everything...


I was working in the wedding shop for a couple of months and I absolutely loved it!! I had so much fun doing dress fittings, helping people into dresses, steaming dresses and even all the admin stuff was fun! Gutted I couldn't stay on there, I hope I find something else soon, I really need some pennies :), however I have decided that my wedding will look like this...

Don't steal it!! 


On other wedding related news, its currently 8 days to my sisters Civil Ceremony. I don't get on with my sister, this is no secret! I going simply to avoid the crap storm that will happen if I don't go. She's being so bloody demanding I might actually punch her! I shall run through her list of demands as it stands.

• Everyone MUST wear purple!! (despite this not being on the dress code on the invitation!)
• No football colours (This means red, blue, white, green, orange, and pretty much every other colour is out)
• Every male must wear her specific tartan or not at all! (My dad and uncle have picked other tartans lol)
• She wants to ok my outfit before i wear it! 
• We have all to tell her our general colour theme so she can get our flowers to match!! 
• Anyone not accepting her demands can leave...(gladly!!)
• No-one is allowed to upload their photos online at all (as people may find out she's gay!) *shock horror*
• She wants to copyright of her photos, and has paid £200 for the copyright for her professional ones (she's not having my photos!!) 
• Family isn't allowed to stay at the hotel (although she's provided rooms for her bridesmaids and friends)

So this is my dress is like this 

  Also a pretty little pink flower also from ebay. :)

Finally getting to finish this post a day or two later, although i've completely lost track of what i was going to say!


Things are getting busy here with my uncle's health taking a turn for the worst and my bf's dad having a major heart attack and needing a triple bypass, so we're kept busy with visiting and hospitals hopefully both will feel better soon!! 


The weather here has been lovely and its really sunny today again, got myself a little bit of a sunburn...woops!! but hopefully its here to stay for a while as the scottish weather really is quite depressing at times!!


oh...I almost forgot I have new neighbours, quite a large Polish family who so far have been very very loud, hopefully things will quieten down a bit and they'll be nice neighbours but only time will tell for that! 


xx

20/4/2011

Not updated for a few days, so I'll need to catch up, I still cant ever seem to get enough in my posts, must try harder!

So we're about 6 weeks down, and i'm starting to notice the difference (although the scales still hate me! :P), my jeans are looser, my tops baggier and my pants are too big! lol! Not noticing a whole lot of difference on the scales to be honest and the other day they said i'd put ON 4 pounds? I wish it start to have some effect on actual weight loss as at the moment it feels a little bit like its not really worth it! Still doing zumba and cycling, going to have to invest in some insect repellant now that the nice weather is coming in, midge's and dragonflies galore and i tend to freak out when they land on my face lol

Todays meals:
2x white rolls (I know but mum bought them lol) with turkey breast and pickle
Tomato soup with 2xcrispbreads
dinner will be chicken salad with wraps :)

Thats all from me today :)

Time for an update!

So not updated for a few days had a rough couple of days and didn't exercise at all, :( Got plans to cycle 6 k tonight though, just hoping that the weather holds out long enough!

Yesterdays meals:
Greggs chargrilled chicken oval bite
Spaghetti with light dolmio, and chicken
Toatie with turkey ham and pickle make with kingsmill 50/50 bread

Today:
All I've had today is a packet of quavers
a fruit smoothie (Home made, natural yogurt, dried blueberries, pinapple and a banana :) )
I'm thinking some spaghetti bolognaise for dinner though it depends on what time we're cycling at :)

Starting to get a little disheartened as the scales still aren't moving :( Not sure what to do to boost it?

I feel bad...

I didn't do my weigh in last night, and avoided dinner (chicken and cabbage...ick!) in favour of a kebab, huuuuuuge mistake! Lesson learned i think, I feel like crap today and i should never have eaten it in the first place. I'm meant to be going to zumba tonight but my OH is coming over and its the first time we've have the chance for some sexitime in aaages, so sidestepping zumba in favour of sexitimes.

Eating been ok today:

Brekkie: Fruit smoothie
Lunch: Scrambled egg, turkey ham on light choice wraps.
Dinner: unsure whats what there

I also have this horrible bite thing on my foot, its doubled in size overnight and piriton isn't helping, Its itchy as hell and really red, docs in the morning i reckon :(